Anna nicole smith, raar gekleed en een beschilderd gezicht. De meeste mensen zullen denken dat ze stoned of dronken is maar ik denk er iets anders in te zien. Haar stemmetje klinkt als een 4-5 jarige en haar gezicht toont de bijpassende emotie’s als ze antwoord geeft of iets niet begrijpt. De cameraman heeft haar misschien getriggered als haar handler zijnde en heeft nogal een geniepig lachje alsof hij een geheimpje heeft. Ik denk dat we hier één van anna’s ‘andere’ persoonlijkheden zien…
In dit filmpje denkt iedereen dat Britney stoned is en dat zou zomaar kunnen maar ik vermoed ook iets anders. Ze reageert heel vreemd, praat over een film die ze wil zien en vind dat ze iets mist in haar leven. Deze cameraman heeft ook al zo’n stiekeme lol en suggereert dat ze de film misschien al heeft gezien in de bus. Uuuuuuuh? Britney vraagt ook waar ZIJ was al die tijd...On tour zegt de cameraman maar ze schijnt zich niets te herinneren daarvan… Is dit de echte Britney met haar zware accent en zien wij op tv alleen één van haar performance-persoonlijkheden?
Zie ik het door een zapruderbril of zien jullie ook iets vreemds aan deze filmpjes? We weten dat mkultra maar al te reeel is en de geruchten over artiest-slachtoffers zijn niet van de lucht.
Erg interessant1 Ik sluit het niet uit, het zou zomaar kunnen. Het enige wat ik mij afvraag is wat dan hun ‘taak’ was (in het geval van Anna Nicole Smith) en is (in het geval van Britney Spears). Want alle MK-ULTRA mind control slaafjes hebben een functie, ze worden niet voor de lol gecreëerd. Deze miep is zeker te weten gehersenspoeld als je het mij vraagt:
Je zou het niet zeggen, maar deze vrouw was/is erg intelligent. Dat is erg tegenstrijdig gezien ze alleen maar totale onzin uitkraamt. Dit is een van de Manson Family leden (Sandra Good), 1 van de 2 die het nog steeds niet gelukt is om uit de programmering te komen (de ander is Lynette Fromme, die zit in de psychiatrische afdeling van een federale gevangenis in Forth Worth, Texas). De rest is weer ‘back to normal’.
Tja, ten eerste denk ik dat beiden om te beginnen ingezet zijn/zullen worden als lustobject. Ten tweede zullen ze -waarschijnlijk- rollen vervullen tijdens bepaalde rituelen [vrouwen schijnen daarin bijzondere rollen te moeten vervullen]
Bij Anna nicole Smith zou het kunnen draaien om haar dochter;
Een aantal mannen beweerden de vader te zijn van Anna Nicole’s dochtertje: Dannielynn Hope Marshall Stern. De mogelijke vaders waren: Anna Nicole’s laatste partner en advocaat Howard Kevin Stern, prins Frederic von Anhalt (de man van Zsa Zsa Gabor) en de fotograaf Larry Birkhead.
Google maar eens op ‘prins’ Frederic von Anhalt… dan kom je interessante verhalen tegen.
Onderstaand filmpje deed mij ook mijn wenkbrauwen fronsen; ik had geen idee dat deze 3 samen hebben gespeeld/gezongen.
Hier onder schijnt ook een ‘in your face’ ritueel te zijn geweest waarbij madonna de troon aan Britney over doet.
Anyone who has watched the Freeman Perspective videos will know the significance of what I’m talking about. That whole VMA Britney-Madonna-Christina thing was a giant Kaballah ritual - Madonna was dressed in black as a Worshipful Master and basically passed the baton to ‘Britney’, who became ‘Madonna’, while ‘Madonna’ became ‘Esther’. The ‘lesbian kiss’ between Madonna and Britney was basically an ‘initiation’.
Other crimes Madonna talked Britney into, according to Lynne [Britneys sister]:
britney spears Tasted the LOVE JUICES of the Olsen Twins at a celebrity party hosted by Demi Moore.
britney spears Given EXECUTIVE RELIEF to Secretary of Defence, Dick Cheney, at a drug-fueled orgy held at the President’s ranch.
britney spears Lit up a cigarette in front of children in a busy shopping mall.
britney spears Indulged in casual FRENCH KISSING with dozens of celebrities, some of them men.
britney spears Laughed while she KICKED her sister, Jamie-Lynne’s cat down a flight of stairs.
britney spears Faked her knee injury to be able to spend more time on her back.
britney spears Shamelessly FONDLED Madonna’s LOVE BUTTON during a satanic ritual designed to steal Kevin Federline away from his fiancé, Shar Jackson.
britney spears Cast an appetite-loss spell on Mary-Kate Olsen.
britney spears Faked her ORGASMS during live performances to boost her flagging popularity.
britney spears Summoned up the GHOST of Elvis Presley and had EXPLOSIVE sex with the King.
britney spears SCREAMED out the 72 names of god while Madonna WHIPPED her ample BOOTIE with a length of wet string soaked in Red Bull.
britney spears Driven her mother’s SUV over a reporter while sticking PINS in a wax effigy of arch-rival, Christina Aguilera.
britney spears Hypnotized Paris Hilton into exposing her LEFT BOOBIE on live television.
Die Britney dingen zijn inderdaad zwaar over de top. Wat ik persoonlijk een veel interessantere verhalen vind zijn die over Kurt Cobain, River Phoenix, Frances Farmer en Pete Townsend die ik een tijdje terug heb gevonden op het The Black Vault forum:
Anyone interested in Cobain’s death should see some of the bizarre projects Cobain was associated with prior to his death, and some of the CIA people he was directly involved with. Cobain did the musical background for a William Burroughs-narrated tape, an audio excerpt from that author’s book titled ‘Exterminator’ (odd elements of bisexuality , heroin addiction, cannibalism and murder involved). Cobain wanted Burroughs, a known homosexual activist, to cameo in his ‘Heart Shaped Box’ video, and wrote in his journals that he wanted Burroughs to simulate a sexual assault on him. The plan was to depict Burroughs raping Cobain from behind and dying on top of him, and orgasming his life energy into Cobain , complete with medical footage of semen flowing through the interior of a pen*s. Burroughs declined the offer. Cobain considered Burroughs a sort of protege, a fellow bisexual/heroin addict/writer. Here is the link proving it: http://realitystudio.org/biography/william-s-burroughs-and-kurt-cobain-a-dossier/
It sounds like Cobain was attempting to involve Burroughs in the simulation of some sort of sex magick ritual. Ancient tribes have been known to perform rituals with the dying elders submitting to be ritually killed, and eaten, so that their life force may be passed on and live on in those who carry on afterward. It has been said that Cobain was into the occult. Cobain likely had knowledge of real life sex magick or enochian rituals. Burroughs is a noted occultist (OTO): http://user.cyberlink.ch/~koenig/2005/phantom.htm [Dit vond ik erg interessant omdat de OTO ook banden had met Jack Parsons en Charles Manson - alles hangt met elkaar samen!]
Cobain may have been killed in some sort of ritual, either voluntarily or involuntarily. Anyone interested in Cobain cannot miss seeing ‘My Own Private Idaho’ starring River Phoenix. It was made by Gus Van Sant , who was very close to the circle of people that Cobain was surrounded by all his life. Van Sant lives in Portland, which is closely to the whole west coast Seattle scene. I think ‘My Own Private Idaho was loosely based on the type of life that Cobain led prior to becoming successful in music. The main character Mike, played by River Phoenix, is a homeless young Seattle drug addict who prostitutes himself to men to feed his drug habit. I have read that Cobain was himself a homeless drug addict who slept under a bridge and at the library , and hung around pickup spots (prostitution) to feed his drug habit. This was in the years before he became a successful musician.
Another interesting fact is that the main character suffered from narcolepsy, a condition in which sufferers of this disease pass out and fall into a sleeping state when under stress. Cobain was also narcoleptic .The character in My Own Private Idaho is victimized by a brutal father and was from a broken home, and suffers ‘blackout periods’ where he does not know what happened. It is also known that Cobain dabbled in the occult. My Own Private Idaho was made by gay activist film maker Gus Van Sant, (WRITTEN AND DIRECTED) who also directed ‘Last Days’ , starring Michael Pitt, and loosely based on Cobain’s last weeks of life.
Kurt Cobain and River Phoenix both were personal friends of Michael Stipe, another prominent gay rights advocate, and both Cobain and Phoenix died the same year. Cobain and River Phoenix knew each other, and after the death of River Phoenix, Cobain dedicated a song to him at one of his concerts. Phoenix and Cobain died within six months of each other, both dead of heroin overdose. My guess is that if Cobain saw ‘My Own Private Idaho’ when it came out in late October 1991, or later, it would have had a major personal impact on his psyche.
Narcolepsy is a known trait of MK-Ultra or Monarch projects interesting but possibly useless tidbit: Nirvana’s hit record ‘Never Mind’ has an infant immersed in water on the cover, and MK-Ultra is known to begin conditioning subjects from infancy, with torture techniques that are known to include water boarding. The main character in the movie My Own Private Idaho, Mike , is revealed to have been in a mental institution at the age of one, with his mentally unbalanced mother. This would mean that Mike would have been situated perfectly to undergo mind control programming during infancy at the institute.
Like Cobain, Phoenix was raised with a mission to be an entertainer from early age (like so many of them , from Judy Garland to Jon Benet Ramsey to Britney Spears, etc. etc. That’s what the Mickey Mouse Club is all about , after all)
Cobain compared himself to Frances Farmer, who was in and out of mental institutions, another possible ‘project’. Here is a link to information on how Seattle-born actress Frances Farmer was allegedly abused by the psychiatric community, electroshocked, and even raped on military bases: http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/frances/index.htm
A lot of this information had been dismissed, even ridiculed, as hyperbole and exaggeration at the time that it emerged, but in light of what is now publicly known to have happened with MK-Ultra , Monarch, etc. ........it is really not as far-fetched now as it must have seemed back then, when virtually nothing was known about this type of secret activity. It sounds almost like they attempted to turn her into a multiple. Oddly enough, Farmer once worked at the Fairmont Olympic Hotel, another massive gothic rail hotel similar to the one that Cobain was staying at in Banff when given the lyrics. In fact it is part of the same Fairmont chain of hotels.
This just gets weirder and weirder the more I look at it.
- Cobain met his idol, author William S. Burroughs, six months before his (Cobain’s ) death in April 1994
- Burroughs was famous for having ‘accidentally’ shot his wife Joan, fatally, in the forehead, at a party in Mexico, (for which he was never imprisoned) in 1951
- In the year 2000, Cobain’s widow Courtney Love played the part of Burrough’s murdered wife Joan in a film called ‘Beat’ , starring Kiefer Sutherland, which was a biographical film about William S. Burroughs
- The 1991 David Cronenberg film Naked Lunch which was written by David Cronenberg , loosely reflects events in the life of author Burroughs as he wrote the novel Naked Lunch. The main character, writer Bill Lee, works as an ‘exterminator’ who ‘kills bugs with drugs’, is himself a drug addict working for the CIA, spies on drug operations in foreign countries, suffers hallucinations, and answers to a ‘controller’.
Here is an example of the kind of metaphors, (what could be termed ‘CIA metaphors’) embedded in ‘Naked Lunch’: In this scene, Peter Weller, (playing the part of William S. Burroughs) is forced to ‘prove his credentials’ before being allowed entry into the country of ‘Annexia’. So he shoots his wife in the head. At which point , he is told ‘Welcome to Annexia’:
In this case, William S. Burroughs, who is famous for having ‘accidentally’ shot his wife in the head, is depicted as actually having carried out the act as a means to gain entry to another secret level or realm of the network.
I have been finding a very close association between director Gus Van Sant and William S. Burroughs.
Van Sant did at least four projects involving William Burroughs, including a music CD, two short films,
and a motion picture:
- Elvis Of Letters (1985) Music: William S. Burroughs,Gus Van Sant
- The Discipline of DE (197 Gus Van Sant (9 min, 16 mm black and white, adaptation of William S. Burroughs’ short story, narrated by Ken Shapiro)
- Thanksgiving Prayer (1991) Gus Van Sant (2 min, 35 mm color, written by and starring William S. Burroughs)
- Even Cowgirls Get the Blues (1993) Gus Van Sant (feature length film, features a diverse cast [Keanu Reeves, Roseanne Barr, Uma Thurman, Rain Phoenix, and k.d. lang], with cameos by William S. Burroughs and Heather Graham
Some more interesting tidbits here:
Gus Van Sant wrote and directed ‘Last Days’ , a film about the final hours of Kurt Cobain.
Van Sant’s ‘My Own Private Idaho’ features a ‘Brokeback Mountain’ style campfire scene between Keanu Reaves and River Phoenix
River Phoenix and Kurt Cobain died within six months of each other, both of a heroin overdose.
Gus Van Sant wrote and directed ‘Even Cowgirls Get the Blues’, a lesbian version of Brokeback Mountain.
Heath Ledger starred as a gay cowboy in Brokeback Mountain.
Peter Weller played the part of William S. Burroughs in ‘Naked Lunch’
Peter Weller starred opposite Heath Ledger in ‘The Order’ .
Heath Ledger died, like Cobain , in his late twenties, alone, involving a drug overdose.
Everything I find out about Gus Van Sant leads to more connections to this CIA activity. He is now going to be directing a new film out next year called ‘The Electric KoolAid Acid Test’ . The book/movie based on a real event, and is all about a CIA-sponsored group called the ‘The Merry Pranksters’ who toured America in the mid-sixties, methodically distributing marijuana, amphetamines, and LSD. Names connected to this group include Kesey, Kerouac, Ginsberg, Hunter Thompson, and even William Burroughs , who appeared at a Kesey organized hippy poetry festival in the mid-seventies.
Cobain worshipped homosexual, drug addict author William Burroughs, who at one point visited Rome, and then lived at a house in Tangiers which was used as a child prostitution brothel , prostituting male Moroccan children to visiting male tourists. The film ‘My Own Private Idaho’ depicts a Seattle 16 year old gay-male prostitute who has been living on the streets since he was twelve, is narcoleptic, suffers blackouts of missing time, and is transported around the world (including Rome). The boy’s ‘specialty’ is apparently a propensity for passing out whenever he is told to disrobe for his customers. (could be some embedded mind control program, in that the act of disrobing under those circumstances is an embedded ‘trigger’, that makes him pass out or shift into his ‘alter’ state).
The film ‘My Own Private Idaho’ appears to be showcasing the fruits of the labors of the CIA in some bizarre fashion. Mike accusing his handler of selling his body for sex ‘while he is asleep’. Cobain is said to have once worked as a gay prostitute to feed his heroin habit, and toured Europe (including Rome) promoting a minor record before becoming famous with his second album. Cobain was also said to be narcoleptic, which has led to speculation that ‘My Own Private Idaho’ was a film depicting the exact sort of specimen that Cobain was prior to gaining fame as a musician.
Now listen to this bizarre reading by Burroughs , who always wrote semi-autobiographically , speaking of stealing a bag of severed limbs to feed his heroin habit (with , bizarrely, a heroin-addicted Kurt Cobain providing the background music. Cobain arranged to do this project with Burroughs, and later traveled to meet with Burroughs at his cottage) :
First, it is as yet no certainty for me that Burroughs was CIA. I think it likely that he was. He says that he was almost recruited, and says that someone scuttled it for him, but who knows what the truth is ? Put it this way, if he had worked as a killer for the CIA, would he be eager to piss off the CIA by broadcasting that to the world? Of course not. He would issue a denial of any relation to the CIA, if he knew what was good for him. Anyone interested in this should see his biography film on Google video:
It shows him posing with his weapons collection. He always said “write what you know about” and openly admits that most of his work is semi-autobiographical, so when he starts writing doing heroin about a bag containing severed brown legs, it does get interesting. He lived in Mexico, South America, and Morrocco.
From Wikipedia: “When he found Rome and Ansen’s company dreary, inspired by Paul Bowles’ fiction, he decided to head for Tangier, Morocco.[13] In a home owned by a known procurer of homosexual prostitutes for visiting American and English men, he rented a room and began to write a large body of text that he personally referred to as Interzone[14]. Burroughs lived in Tangier for several months, before returning to the United States where he suffered several personal indignities- Ginsberg was in California and refused to see him, A. A. Wyn, the publisher of Junkie, was not forthcoming with his royalties and his parents were threatening to cut off his allowance. All signs pointed him back to Tangier, a place where his parents would have to continue the support and one where drugs were freely available. He left in November 1954 and spent the next four years there working on the fiction that would later become Naked Lunch, as well as attempting to write commercial articles about Tangier. He sent these writings to Ginsberg, his literary agent for Junkie, but none were published until 1989 when Interzone, a collection of short stories, was published. Under the strong influence of a marijuana confection known as majoun and a German-made opioid called Eukodol (oxycodone), Burroughs settled in to write. Eventually, Ginsberg and Kerouac, who had traveled to Tangier in 1957, helped Burroughs edit these episodes into Naked Lunch.[15]”
Another interesting fact is that Burroughs often forgot having written some of the material, the drug-addled writings got so biographical and so bizarre at points that it prompted some alarm among Kerouac and Ginsberg: “Bill, what’s all this stuff about boys being hung in limestone caves?”
So here’s this guy with a weapons collection who travels around the world with a heroin habit who writes stories about being under the control of handlers, a gay heroin addict, working as an ‘exterminator’ of ‘black bugs’ who seem to love the white powder he sprays them with, and bags of severed legs etc. Then I hear that Cobain did the background music for one of Burrough’s audio readings and it gets even weirder. I find out that Burroughs murdered his wife ‘by accident’, shooting her in the head. I find out that Cobain worked as homosexual teen prostitute to feed his heroin habit at one time before becoming successful in music and was later obsessed with William Burroughs. Then I find out hat after the heroin addicted Cobain was found shot in the head, with many speculating that his wife Courtney Love had motive to have him killed,Courtney goes on to a career as an actress, and to play the part of Burrough’s murdered (shot in the head) wife Joan in the film ‘Beat’ which was based on the life of William Burroughs.
It has been said that Jeffrey Dahmer may have been MKUltra, some sort of MKUltra experiment gone wrong, or the fall guy for a group of people who were involved. (anyone remember the story of how the police let Dahmer go when they caught him abusing a bleeding boy? Ever wonder what type of hand signals or code words may have gotten Dahmer out of that situation? Or maybe they ran his name, and found his file flagged with some sort of ‘hands off’ designation?) Kay Griggs has said in interviews that she thinks Jeffrey Dahmer was connected to CIA black ops.
Jeffrey Dahmer preyed on young male heroin addicted prostitutes, many of them of black or foreign descent, and severed their limbs, etc. I do think it would have been interesting to hear what William Burroughs thought of the Jeffery Dahmer situation. (I was not saying that I thought his audio story was based on Dahmer. I meant that Burroughs seemed to have prior knowledge of similar situations, so it would have been interesting to hear what he had to say about it.)
Some interesting details of Burroughs’ life:
- at 15 he was sent to a Masonic training camp known as ‘ranch school’.
- he was a known member of the occult order the OTO
-Los Alamos ranch school was close and later morphed into a nuclear research facility/military installation and is known today as a center for near-death trauma conditioning (MK)
Also, I would not necessarily use the term ‘CIA agent’ in reference to Burroughs. The phrase that I used was “Burroughs was CIA”, ie: an asset , possibly an MKUltra mind controlled assassin who did not even officially work as a CIA agent, but was nonetheless an asset performing work for the agency under various ‘alters’. His writings seem to suggest involvement with alter egos, missing time, violence, and narcotics . This could also explain why someone high up ensured that Burroughs got away with fatally shooting his own wife in the head.
Could this be what Dahmer truly was? Another Burroughs, who killed heroin junkies, ‘projects’, child prostitutes, drug mules, etc., for the CIA to shut them up once they had outlived their usefulness?
Bill Clinton admits to MKultra mind control experiments:
There are hidden messages in the entertainment we’ve been naively exposed to all these years. The writers and actors seem to be under the control of sinister forces. Take for example the “WHO” album “Tommy” that was made into a movie in the 70s. It turns out that the main character - the deaf, dumb and blind kid - was sexually abused - and that’s what the words to the music are all about.
Tommy’s creator, Peter Townshend, believes he himself was sexually abused and that TOMMY was an expression of his unconscious trauma. He suspects that internet pornography is fueling an epidemic of sexual abuse of children. In his quest for proof he visited child-porn websites and then subsequently got arrested when the police raided the viewers. This in spite of the fact that he’d alerted the authorities as to what he was doing. Below is the original article. The top are related and follow-up articles as the case proceeds.
Who’s Pete Townshend, shown on the set of his rock opera Tommy in 1993, says he paid to view online child pornography as research for his autobiography. He said he believes he was sexually abused as a child. Uncle Ernie, a pedophile played by Keith Moon in the rock opera Tommy, spent time “fiddling about, fiddling about.” In the rock opera Tommy, the deaf, dumb and blind kid escapes into the world of pinball wizardry after he is molested by his Uncle Ernie. The pivotal scene is described in the song Fiddle About, which has Uncle Ernie singing lines like “Your mother left me here to mind you, Now I’m doing what I want to, Fiddling about, Fiddling about,” and “Down with the bedclothes, Up with the nightshirt, Fiddle about, Fiddle about.” That sequence, in one of Pete Townshend’s most popular works may come to be seen as more significant now that a bizarre investigation is unfolding into why the rock star visited Web sites featuring child pornography.
The Who’s emblematic lead guitarist and songwriter, who has been caught up in a massive British investigation into online pedophilia, maintains he bought child porn from one of the Web sites as research for his autobiography. “I believe I was sexually abused between the ages of five and six-and-a-half when in the care of my maternal grandmother who was mentally ill at the time,” he said in a statement responding to the scandal that has erupted. “I cannot remember clearly what happened, but my creative work tends to throw up nasty shadows—particularly in Tommy.
Godverdomme, interessant allemaal zeg. Ik ben nog bezig allerlei kanten te bekijken maar ben al tot de conclusie gekomen dat bepaalde artiesten -filmsterren, muziek iconen- 100% zeker, bewust of onbewust [mkultra], deel uitmaken van een plan om de jeugd te beinvloeden en de normen en waarden van de maatschappij af te breken. Wat werkt beter dan een wereldberoemd meisjesidool als Britney de jeugd te indoctrineren met geile liedjes, hoerige kleding en gedrag etc etc. Andere artiesten zijn al jaren advocaten van de duivel wat betreft druggebruik.
Ik ga weer even verder graven, ben bezig met Disney, Jim Morrisson, Eric Clapton en zal me door jouw postings ook bezig gaan houden met de door jou genoemde personen + de ‘zelfmoord’ van Michael Hutchence de zanger van Inxs…
In 1996 Yates gave birth to Hutchence’s only child, daughter Heavenly Hiraani Tiger Lily Hutchence, whom Paula [Yates, zijn toenmalige vrouw] claimed in a TV interview shortly after Michael’s death was delivered in their bathroom. Like her sisters, the child was christened with an unusual name. It was Pixie who chose the name Heavenly, Michael chose Hiraani, and Paula chose Tiger Lily. They had chosen to call her Tiger since her birth. Michael once described his daughter as “just what we ordered.”
Paula Yates died on September 17, 2000 of what was ruled an accidental heroin overdose. She had been battling Hutchence’s family for custody of Tigerlily, but ultimately it was decided that the child would live with Bob Geldof and be raised with her sisters [Fifi Trixibelle, Peaches Honeyblossom and Little Pixie].
Ik heb veel onderzoek gedaan in de richting van de Beatles (de nep-McCartney, de moord op John Lennon) en de “accidental overdose” van Jimi Hendrix en Janis Joplin. En en laten we ook Mama Cass met haar banden met zowel de drugsdealers van Hollywood en de Manson Family, evenals de tragische dood van Dennis Wilson niet vergeten. Bij al deze gevallen is ook lang niet alles zoals het lijkt. De MK-ULTRA en CIA-verbanden vliegen je om de oren als je een beetje verder graaft. Ik zal daar later nog meer over posten, maar op voorhand zijn dit wel leuke stukken om mee te beginnen:
De Beatles en John Lennon ga ik dus later nog gedetailleerd op in, daar heb ik nogal wat bizarre dingen van opgeslagen op een andere PC die erg interessant zijn om te lezen.
30 years on, Ono meets daughter (als je hier niet mee bekend was dan kan dat kloppen: de media heeft er nooit echt veel over geschreven indertijd. Erg vreemd...)
De link is inmiddels dood, maar het verhaal had ik gelukkig gesaved want het is te bizar voor woorden. We kennen de Manson Family. We hebben het verhaal gehoord over Charles Manson die ervan overtuigd was dat de Beatles tot hem spraken door middel van hun muziek. The White Album van de Beatles werd grijsgedraaid op Spahn Ranch en het hele Helter Skelter idee van een burgeroorlog tussen blank en zwart werd geboren. En dan vind je een artikel in een obscuur locaal krantje met dit hartverscheurende en vooral bizarre verhaal:
It was a love story that started romantically. How it ends is still to be determined — but the prospects aren’t good for a happy ending. Marie Elise West came into Al Bowman’s life on the night of April 25, 1995. At first, it was every single guy’s dream. Two female friends, knowing he was single and searching, sent West over to his Hermosa Beach house, where she knocked on his front door. He was in love from the moment he opened the door. “She said she was my escort for the evening. She was a hot chick, so of course I was happy to see her,” he said. “It was easy to fall in love with Marie Elise.” Ironically, he said, their first serious conversation was about Proposition 187, the anti-illegal alien measure passed in 1994, “She thought it was terribly unfair to minorities,” Bowman said.
They started talking on the phone nightly, and soon were dating steadily. But Bowman didn’t realize she had a mental condition until one night in early July when she stayed over. “She got up in the middle of the night, and I smelled something burning,” Bowman said. “She was burning my Beatles “White Album” over the sink.” When he asked her what was going on, West replied, “These guys are not the Beatles. They’re a front for the CIA.” Alarmed, Bowman called her parents. “The first thing they said was she’s having an episode. That’s when they told me she’s bi-polar and manic depressive,” he said. “They explained to me that sometimes she couldn’t tell the difference between reality and non-reality.” West told him the CIA was sending messages through the camera in her right eye, and that she was the Messiah. That’s when her parents told him he had to get her to a hospital immediately.
So he got her to a hospital. And then he made a decision that he swears he doesn’t regret. “I figured if I stayed with her she could teach me a few things about being compassionate,” he said. “I thought I could learn to love someone unconditionally. I had already fallen in love with the sane part of her, so I figured I would deal with the insane part if I had to.” He soon learned that West had been diagnosed with a mental illness in 1990. She started receiving monthly benefits from the Social Security administration in 1993 after the federal government determined that she suffered from “permanent affective mental disorders.”
Bowman watched his wife go through episodes of outrage and frustration for the five years that he knew her. It took him on a roller coaster ride of bizarre events. “She would walk out of the house naked, say she was the Messiah,” he said. In 1997, he said, she walked in the front of the Twin Towers Jail in downtown Los Angeles in the middle of the night to “free God’s people.” Over the years, he said, she has seen eight different doctors and has been admitted to five hospitals in California. But after each hospitalization, she was denied outpatient care because of a scarcity of resources in the mental health system. Instead, she was given a steady diet of anti-psychotic drugs and antidepressants. “It seemed that every program was the same,” Bowman said. “It was just one prescription after another. They would just put her on Haldol, Lithium, Seroquel, Zoloft, Depakote, whatever. She could never get consistent, quality after-care.”
The one person Bowman thought had a significant effect on his wife’s behavior was Timothy Aguilar, who would simply listen to an often-disturbed West. Aguilar, a spiritual counselor for 11 years, said that West was very aware of her mental illness and spoke freely with him about past episodes. “She was profoundly educated on her mental illness, and always suggested a strong will to not be on medications,” Aguilar said. In this informal, more spiritual setting, West freely spoke about her adolescence and described being taught to be mentally ill, he said.
But then just as a breakthrough was about to occur, West backed away from his therapies. “We were right on the core of what her greatest pain was,” he said. “I was hoping that she would come back and complete her sessions with me,” Aguilar said. After ending her visits with Aguilar she continued to seek help from traditional health services and became heavily medicated. Bowman and his wife asked for quality mental health care on numerous occasions, both from the medical field and local law enforcement.
In 1999, she began to become more manic than even her husband knew how to control. In February of that year, she was taken to the psychiatric department at College Hospital after being charged with assaulting four police officers. Then, in March of 2000, a frustrated Bowman asked the Hermosa Beach police to take his wife into custody because he thought she was a danger to herself. But her innocent, angelic tone convinced the police to turn their heads and walk the other way. “They took one look at her and said she was fine,” Bowman said. Two days later, she was picked up by police in Redondo Beach for trespassing and was sent to the Harbor- UCLA psychiatric facilities. Under the current Lanterman-Petris-Short Act, they could legally hold West for only 72 hours.
But Bowman, knowing that she was not well enough to go back into society, asked for a Reese hearing, where the court determines if an individual can be held longer. Her Reese hearing diagnosed her as gravely disabled. The doctor’s note said, “She says she is the Messiah and has a camera in her eye and that someone was going to assault her.” After three weeks as an inpatient, she went home with hopes that her medications would suppress any further outbreaks.
But in August she was worse than ever. On the morning of Sept. 1 she ended up at the Western Bagel shop in Van Nuys. Moments later, an innocent stranger was dead, and she was arrested on charges of murder. She had run over Jesus Plascencia with her 1989 Volvo as he walked to his car with a bag full of bagels.
Dus we hebben hier een vrouw die verklaart dat de Beatles een front waren voor de CIA. Okay, ze zal niet overtuigend overkomen bij de meeste mensen, maar er zijn wel degelijk meer mensen met hetzelfde idee - maar dan dat de Beatles voor mind control doeleinden gebruikt werden/worden, net als boeken als Stranger In A Strange Land (Charles Manson) en Catcher In The Rye (Mark Chapman en John Hinckley). Er is in de CIA’s MK-SEARCH en MK-DELTA programma (opvolgers van het meer bekende MK-ULTRA programma) onderzoek gedaan naar het gebruik van geluidsgolven (zoals in de magnetron) om gedachten/stemmen (lees: opdrachten) direct in het hoofd van mensen te sturen. Het HAARP project wordt hier ook mee in verband gebrach). Hier heeft Dr Jose Delgado veel leuke *kuch* experimentjes mee gedaan. Uiteraard brengt dat het prettige effect met zich mee dat mensen die stemmen in hun hoofd beweren te horen altijd meteen worden afgeschreven als schizofreen en het verschil met een “echte” schizofreen zal (bijna) niet te detecteren zijn. Dus wellicht hebben we hier wel te maken met een slachtoffer van een of ander CIA projectje. De vrouw is ongetwijfeld inmiddels veilig weggeborgen in ofwel een gevangenis (waar je in de VS ook niet veilig bent) of een psychiatrische inrichting en ik betwijfel dat we ooit nog iets van haar zullen horen.
Ik heb je laatste verhaal gelezen, erg interessant inderdaad. De links moet ik nog gaan volgen. Wet je wat ik zou doen mocht ik zo iemand in behandeling krijgen. Ik zou eens gaan testen met die verschillende boeken en/of films en zien uit te zoeken wat haar eventuele triggers zijn. Daarna zou ik de meest stabiele ‘alter’ eruit pikken en daarmee aan de slag gaan door óf de trauma’s te verwerken óf haar in opdracht alle verschillende triggers te laten vergeten ofzo…
